pegkerr: (Rob's last)
pegkerr ([personal profile] pegkerr) wrote2018-07-25 06:59 pm
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Six months

Today was one of those cry-my-makeup-off days that show up for no good reason. I woke up this morning haunted by images of Rob dying and kept breaking down into tears. I took the afternoon off.

I didn’t understand until I looked at the calendar.

This is the last day of the sixth month. Tomorrow starts the second half of the year since Rob died.

I went home and hauled some of the ridiculous technology that Rob insisted on keeping out of the basement. I dropped several printers and DVD players and monitors off for recycling. Instead of going to work out at the Y as I’d originally planned, I had dinner at the Good Earth, and I’m waiting for the wine buzz to subside a bit before driving home.

Six months. I cannot believe it.

[personal profile] ndrosen 2018-07-26 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
Please accept my sympathies once again.
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[personal profile] aome 2018-07-26 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you did something for yourself today - creating more space in your home, and treating yourself to a nice dinner. Hopefully tomorrow will be a teensy bit easier.

*hugs to you*
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[personal profile] queenbookwench 2018-07-27 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
*Offers Jedi hugs if wanted*
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[personal profile] castiron 2018-07-27 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Thinking of you.
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[personal profile] maribou 2018-07-28 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
those time things always sneak up on me too. you'll be in my thoughts.
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[personal profile] kerri 2018-09-03 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Thinking of you, Peg. I pop in from time to time to check on how you are doing but I don't think I have ever commented before.