I think it's very beautiful, and seems very appropriate for you.
I used to know a tattoo artist who said that before someone got a new tattoo, she recommended that they put the art on their bathroom mirror and looked at it every day for six months. If they still liked it, they should get the tattoo. I don't know about six months, but putting it somewhere where you would see it every day for a while, at the same size you would have the tattoo, would make sense to me.
You also might want to ask a couple of local tattoo artists about what sizes are practical, and how much they would cost.
It would be a wonderful gift to yourself once you are through this bad patch.
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I used to know a tattoo artist who said that before someone got a new tattoo, she recommended that they put the art on their bathroom mirror and looked at it every day for six months. If they still liked it, they should get the tattoo. I don't know about six months, but putting it somewhere where you would see it every day for a while, at the same size you would have the tattoo, would make sense to me.
You also might want to ask a couple of local tattoo artists about what sizes are practical, and how much they would cost.
It would be a wonderful gift to yourself once you are through this bad patch.