Feel free, as usual, to ignore this, either before or after reading!
Once again, I think of something I wrote to you in a somewhat different context some months ago: what is your goal, your purpose, your primary interest in this project (i.e., here, LJ)? Do you write this for yourself or for others? It seems to me that it must be for others, because if it were for yourself, what would it matter what we thought of it, or who read it?
So, for what purpose are you writing it for others? If you can give (to yourself) a totally honest answer to that question, it might point you toward some of your needs that aren't being filled. They may--or may not--be just what you think they are. But unless you know what they really are, you can't possibly do any constructive work on meeting them.
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Once again, I think of something I wrote to you in a somewhat different context some months ago: what is your goal, your purpose, your primary interest in this project (i.e., here, LJ)? Do you write this for yourself or for others? It seems to me that it must be for others, because if it were for yourself, what would it matter what we thought of it, or who read it?
So, for what purpose are you writing it for others? If you can give (to yourself) a totally honest answer to that question, it might point you toward some of your needs that aren't being filled. They may--or may not--be just what you think they are. But unless you know what they really are, you can't possibly do any constructive work on meeting them.