*sigh* I think I essentially going to be mostly ignoring Christmas. I will send out my usual card (I just had the pictures taken, and they are great), but I don't plan to put up a tree or other decorations--I'm going to be too busy cleaning the damn house. I think that Delia and I will spend Christmas Eve night at Fiona's apartment and then we'll cook the traditional breakfast foods and bring them to the hospital. I think it would be too difficult and painful to eat the Christmas breakfast at my house with Rob's place empty.

As for what would make things easier...I'm still figuring that out.

*love*