What you're saying strikes a chord with me. I, too, feel dissatisfied with what I've been saying of late. Primarily because it hasn't been much of anything that seems worth saying. Part of me wonders how I got here? How did I become this person that works a few hours a day at some make-work job (or, more recently, putters around on the net) and then goes home and takes a nap, makes some dinner and goes to sleep?
The only thing that I can offer is that this house of your mind (and mine for that matter) is a construct, a facade, an artifice that can be torn down and rebuilt in any manner you choose. You laid down the foundations long ago and can build upon those as you like. You have the beginnings of a great plan for this as we head into the dark months. Stick with those things you know will get you through this difficult time, get ready for major renovations in the Spring!
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Date: 2007-10-09 05:23 pm (UTC)The only thing that I can offer is that this house of your mind (and mine for that matter) is a construct, a facade, an artifice that can be torn down and rebuilt in any manner you choose. You laid down the foundations long ago and can build upon those as you like. You have the beginnings of a great plan for this as we head into the dark months. Stick with those things you know will get you through this difficult time, get ready for major renovations in the Spring!