Choices

[pegkerr]

Elinor Dashwood is not doing very well tonight.

I am struggling quite painfully with an exceedingly difficult decision. The problem is, if I do what I increasingly want to do, what I feel I must do if I am not going to go mad, I know that there are going to be many, many people who are going to be quite angry and disappointed with me. Including, I am afraid, some of you. I will be letting them--letting you--down.

I hate letting people down.

This is probably all that Elinor Dashwood can say on the subject for the time being.

I feel that I'm not doing an adequate job at just about anything in my life right now.

Comments

[aome.livejournal.com]

I could be mistaken, but I have an inkling of what you are considering doing and while (*if* I am correct) - wah - you also have to do what is right for you. I took 20 people off my friends list today because I just can't keep up with everyone. I should have taken off more. I *wanted* to add people. I probably should give up other things in order to better reclaim my life, but for now, those 20 people are all I am willing to sacrifice. It was hard enough to do that. So - I think a great many people will understand, even if they are disappointed, by whatever decisions you have to make; we all struggle with them every day.