
Total words: 13,200.
Words added tonight: 450. Well, some of them I may have nicked from another part of the book and re-distributed here.
Stopping because: I'm tired and discouraged. The scene still isn't done, but I'm stumped as to how to proceed for the moment, and I've reached a point where what I've got would probably do for the reading tomorrow.
Mood: Really, really low, but this is the time of the month when the universe is black to me. I know that. I had Rob read it, and he told me that it didn't suck, but what the hell does he know? It does so suck.
Notes: I'm still fretful about my style. Or lack thereof. I'm fretful because I'm trying to explain a fleeting mood, and I'll be damned if I can nail it right. I got up and paced a lot tonight, not my usual style. I kept ending up in the kitchen and prowling around the Doritos on the counter and snarling that I was NOT GOING TO EAT THEM.
I didn't, either, although I showed enough distressing lack of impulse control earlier in the day that I can't be smug about not caving in on the Doritos. AND THEY'RE STILL CALLING TO ME, DAMMIT.
I feel like Salieri in Amadeus, who dared to pray to God, "Make me a great composer" and then discovered how God had cruelly given him the gift of perceiving genius, but only in someone else, not in himself.