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Nov. 15th, 2006 07:27 amAs of today, I've dropped a total of twenty pounds. It's nice to be able to look in the mirror and think, damn, girl, you're really starting to look pretty good.

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Edited to add: here is a comment I added below, and I might as well add it here.
One must see the beauty within at any weight. There were things I definitely liked about myself at a higher weight--my hair, my hands, my arms and legs.
But as I've lost the weight, it is as if the true lines of my face are being slowly revealed, the way that Michelangelo said that he saw the angel within a block of marble, and all he had to do was to cut away the extra marble. It is important to acknowledge that the angel was always there--I simply think it is more visible now. I like the curve of my jawline more at a lower weight. I prefer the way I fit into my clothes. I prefer my stomach at a lower weight. I prefer the fact that I feel lighter at my feet.

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Edited to add: here is a comment I added below, and I might as well add it here.
One must see the beauty within at any weight. There were things I definitely liked about myself at a higher weight--my hair, my hands, my arms and legs.
But as I've lost the weight, it is as if the true lines of my face are being slowly revealed, the way that Michelangelo said that he saw the angel within a block of marble, and all he had to do was to cut away the extra marble. It is important to acknowledge that the angel was always there--I simply think it is more visible now. I like the curve of my jawline more at a lower weight. I prefer the way I fit into my clothes. I prefer my stomach at a lower weight. I prefer the fact that I feel lighter at my feet.
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Date: 2006-11-15 01:39 pm (UTC)I've lost 13 - as of last Sunday - and I am just delighted about it. Feeling good, too.
I've been using 'SparkPeople' but I don't think I've learned to use it very effectively - I just treat it as another tool to keep me dedicated.
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Date: 2006-11-15 03:31 pm (UTC)I can't recommend this website enough. And it's all FREE.
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Date: 2006-11-15 04:26 pm (UTC)But as I've lost the weight, it is as if the true lines of my face are being slowly revealed, the way that Michelangelo said that he saw the angel within a block of marble, and all he had to do was to cut away the extra marble. I like the curve of my jawline more at a lower weight. I prefer the way I fit into my clothes. I prefer my stomach at a lower weight. I prefer the fact that I feel lighter at my feet.
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Date: 2006-11-15 04:42 pm (UTC)You're a lovely woman (in addition to being smart and powerful and creative and loving and a host of other adjectives) and lost none of that when you were 20 pounds heavier. I'm glad you feel better and that you have reached tangible preferences.
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Date: 2006-11-15 04:24 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-11-15 04:30 pm (UTC)One must see the beauty within at any weight. There were things I definitely liked about myself at a higher weight--my hair, my hands, my arms and legs.
But as I've lost the weight, it is as if the true lines of my face are being slowly revealed, the way that Michelangelo said that he saw the angel within a block of marble, and all he had to do was to cut away the extra marble. But I agree that the angel was always there--I simply think it is more visible now. I like the curve of my jawline more at a lower weight. I prefer the way I fit into my clothes. I prefer my stomach at a lower weight. I prefer the fact that I feel lighter at my feet.
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Date: 2006-11-19 08:59 pm (UTC)Congratulations.
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Date: 2006-11-15 05:32 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-11-15 10:03 pm (UTC)I can't thank you enough for telling me about it.
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Date: 2006-11-15 10:19 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-11-15 10:34 pm (UTC)…starting to look pretty good. !!! ?
Heh. I guess these things are always a matter of perspective and it's difficult to see ourselves as others see us. Had I been asked, I'd've said you've always looked better than "pretty good."
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Date: 2006-11-15 11:01 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-11-16 01:09 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2006-11-17 12:07 am (UTC)I hear you on beauty. I posted about that in my SparkTeams too. That was something I had to work very hard on, because I thought I was fat and ugly when I was thin. If I couldn't accept myself and see the beauty in me when I really was fat, I knew I'd never be able to accept myself and see the beauty in myself when I got thin again either.