Choices

[pegkerr]

Elinor Dashwood is not doing very well tonight.

I am struggling quite painfully with an exceedingly difficult decision. The problem is, if I do what I increasingly want to do, what I feel I must do if I am not going to go mad, I know that there are going to be many, many people who are going to be quite angry and disappointed with me. Including, I am afraid, some of you. I will be letting them--letting you--down.

I hate letting people down.

This is probably all that Elinor Dashwood can say on the subject for the time being.

I feel that I'm not doing an adequate job at just about anything in my life right now.

Comments

[angeyja.livejournal.com]

No advice; but; much sympathy for your situation. Our circumstances are much different I know; but I am deeply sympathetic to the feeling. The very best wishes.