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[pegkerr]

The girls are ill. They have been complaining of vague unpleasantness all week. This weekend they have been feverish.

I have not been able to read effectively for awhile. Books, anyway. I am, however, restlessly reading tons of fanfiction. Some of which is pretty bad. I am not thinking about writing any more. At all. It is extremely difficult to write an entry in my paper journal.

I have been doing the minimal amount that I can get away with for life maintenance.

On the whole, though, I do not seem to be unhappy.

I do not know what this means.

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[faithhopetricks.livejournal.com]

Sometimes when I'm depressed, I don't actually _feel_ bad, because I am numb. It's an odd feeling, maybe comparable to frostbite before being thawed out.

OTOH, maybe, as others were saying, it's downtime -- hibernation, lying fallow. Which can sometimes _look_ like depression, but they are different.